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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Unheard...Untold


Yes I saw you behind the lush green tree today,
It was you for sure who was turning towards the embay.
I hollered a shrill that did reach you,
But you did not turn back as you flew.

I took a quick step towards the wide sky…towards thee,
Just to remind you of me, thine…and of course of We.
The Banyan tree and the wet rose petal with those two dew drops,
The perfect aura that was just ours and not just props.

Yessss…you took a pause and I skipped a beat,
I took another haste step to reach you but I was stopped by the heat.
I was so sure that you stopped for me,
But you did not look at me, you did not see.

In the next spur of the moment,
You had vanished into the sweet surrender, was blunt.
I left the flower hanging from the roof at the static state,
Till we meet again…and we shall make it a date…
On the permanent slate…

Friday, December 16, 2011

I am blabbering!!!


IT IS CERTAINLY BEAUTIFUL…UNQUANTIFIABLE, INCOMPARABLE AND OF COURSE INSEPARABLE… A FEELING, SO DEAR SO PERSONAL.DO YOU INTROSPECT?I DO…GIVING SOME TIME TO YOURSELF IS NOT A CRIME.THINKING ABOUT YOURSELF AND JUST YOURSELF.A LITTLE BIT OF NARCISSISM IS VERY MUCH REQUIRED…ANYWAY

 EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFULLY SPECIAL AND BLESSED IN THEIR OWN EXCEPTIONAL WAYS,A FEW REALIZE AND THE REST DON’T BUT THAT DOESN’T MAKE THEM LESS SPECIAL.BE IT A SOFT SWAY OF A FRAIL BRANCH OR AN ALMOST DEAD DRIED ROSE PETAL.AN UNNOTICED CHIRP OR A SILENT INNOCENT NERVOUS CHILD SITTING IN THE LAST BENCH OF A CLASS.A HALF FILLED OR HALF EMPTY GLASS.A CERTAIN SOMEBODY OR A STRICT NOBODY…EVERYBODY IS SPECIAL AND ANYONE WITH WHOM WE ENCOUNTER EVERY DAY LEAVES AN INDELIBLE IMPRESSION ON THE PRINTS OF OUR LIFE REEL.MOSTLY REMEMBERED,SOME GET HIDDEN BEHIND THE REMEMBERED ONES AND A VERY FEW FORGOTTEN BUT THE EMOTION NEVER FADES AWAY AND THE ONE THAT FIZZLES OUT NEVER LEFT THAT IMPRESSION,SOMETIMES THEY DID NOT BOTHER AND SOMETIMES WE FORGOT TO PAY ATTENTION.
 WITH EVERY BREATH WE TAKE, WE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING DIFFERENT.AS EVERY INDIVIDUAL IS A DIFFERENT ENTITY AND WE DO NOT EXPECT THEM TO BE THE SAME THEN WHY DO WE EXPECT MOMENTS AND SITUATIONS TO BE THE SAME.”EXPECTATION”…A CERTAIN SOMEONE KEEPS REMINDING ME EVERYDAY THAT WE SHOULDN’T EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ANYBODY,IT LEADS TO NOTHING BUT DISAPPOINTMENT.BUT I DON’T BELIEVE IN IT,I TRIED BUT THEN I REALIZED THAT IT IS COMPLETELY FINE TO EXPECT FROM OUR DEAR ONES WHO CLAIM TO BE CLOSE AND INTEGRAL.WELL,WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS AND WE COMMIT MISTAKES AND SOMETIMES WE FORGET THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ASSOCIATE THEMSELVES WITH US BUT THEN WE CANNOT STOP EXPECTING,IT IS JUST LIKE ONE FINE DAY WE STOP LOVING… IT IS A PERSONAL OPINION; YOU ARE MOST WELCOME TO BE ABERRANT…J.DO YOU LOVE ME? DO YOU ASK THIS (SOMETIMES RHETORICAL QUESTION) TO PEOPLE, WELL A BETTER APPROACH IS “I LOVE YOU”I GUESS. A VERY PURE PHANTASMAGORIA EQUATION, EMBRACED WITH THE ULTIMATE QUALITY,IS THIS WHAT IS CALLED LOVE?I DON'T KNOW…DOES IT REALLY RAIN WHEN PEOPLE KISS?IS A  SWEET CONFESSION OF LOVE ALWAYS ORCHESTRATED?TELEPATHY HAPPENING A SHOWER OF RED ROSES AND A SILENT CONVERSATION…UMMM! AHHH! I DON’T KNOW,IF THIS IS CALLED LOVE THEN WHY DO PEOPLE GET SEPARATED ,CURSE EACH OTHER,AND KEEP FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN AND AGAIN WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE(HE HE…)…WELL...LOVE IS A RELATIVE TERM.LET ME JUST STOP BEING SO CYNICAL.I AM SURE THERE ARE COUPLES WHO ARE IN “LOVE”.I HOPE EVEN I ENCOUNTER A KNIGHT,MAY NOT BE IN A SHINING ARMOUR BUT WITH A SHINING HEART WHO WILL ACTUALLY MAKE ME BELIEVE IN THE AFORESAID UTOPIAN WORLD.
 THERE ARE MORE THAN 86000 EMOTIONS WE GO THROUGH EVERYDAY, THAT’S WHAT MR.AMITABH BACCHAN SAYS IN A TV COMMERCIAL…BUT I FEEL THAT THERE ARE EVEN MORE, EVERY MOMENT IS WORTH LIVING AND WORTH CHERISHING AS IT WONT COME BACK, EVEN IF WE CRAVE FOR IT,IT WONT REVERT.WHAT HAPPENED TO US A SECOND BACK MAY NOT HAPPEN TO US AGAIN IN THIS LIFE.ALL OF US HAVE AN UNENDING POTENTIAL TO SMILE.THEN WHY FUMBLE THROUGH THE SONG OF LIFE,LETS JUST SHOUT AND SING WHO CARES FOR THE RHYTHM???LOVE…ANGER…HAPPINESS…JEALOUSY…PRIDE…EVERY FEEL IS A MOMENT! HELPS US GROW FROM WITHIN,NO DEGREE OR CERTIFICATE CAN HELP US GROW,NO CURRENCY CAN MAKE US HAPPIER THAN A FEELING OF OUR “OWN”…THAT’S THE FLAVOR! LICK IT…CLICK IT…AND JUST STICK TO IT.
SOME DAYS YOU’LL LOVE AND THE REST YOU HAVE TO WORK ON IT…

CHEERS!!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

The Moonlit Night


Met on the shore n a moonlit night,
Love and romance was so bright.
You held my hand & let me free,
But I was ready to be with you just to flee.
Did yo ever realize the unsaid that I told?
I could have never come out  of the fold.
Did you ever realize what the blinking eyes said,
What you could have done with my heart is... a raid!
There was the perfect environ,the perfect time & the perfect WE,
But then it got shattered & was left with no reason to glee.

Well!we had the best of moments,
We could have turned the fate and bent.
You gave up too soon,
Left me with the dream of a beautiful moon.
The indelible impression left behind ,
Can we ever go back to the bind?

You held my hand to let go off it,
But it was just ours-The Moonlit Night!

Monday, December 12, 2011

My Treasure...



As I opened the window wide,
I remembered the autumn ride,
The walk along the country side,
And tears rolled down, I couldn’t hide.
There was no him, there was no me,
To go down & look through and see.

The hand that once caressed mine,
I could feel it slide & lost the shine.
The eyes that once made me go week in the knees,
I locked the feeling & somehow lost the keys.
The smile that once made me feel so special,
Now makes me feel that I am in a jail.
The hug that once made me feel most secured,
Now I feel that I was misguided & wrongly lured.

The rain again splashed the fragrance,
The pain was deep, too immense.
I am tired of asking what my mistake was,
Why do I have to go through the only loss?
I don’t find a reason for you to walk away,
You took away my smile, my emotions, left me just to sway
You didn’t give me a chance to tell you the untold,
I am not good at expressing; you know that I wasn’t bold.
You know how my heart’s strings play,
But still you didn’t even care to assemble my heart’s clay.
I loved you so deep,
My mistake was that I couldn’t take a leap.

You took away from me the emotion of love forever,
That will not return for me, never, ever.
You left me half way, by promising a lifelong walk together,
Left me so confused &left my vision so blur.
I don’t understand what led you to this,
Don’t you know how much I miss?

I think of you all day, all night,
My dreams & my heart always fight,
I have voices ringing in my head every night.
Every symphony, every string pushes me to a fright.

You will never come to know how crazy I am for you, may be.
Why did you betray me, I loved you baby!
My heart broken can never go back to life,
You splashed cold water on my face & on my heart a knife.

You left me for nothing on the canvas,
I regret of not drawing my heart on the grass.
I lost the brush on the way back home,
And I broke my pencil, life was in a zoom.
I lost love, my friend & peace of mind.
I will not say that it was you, on the hind.
I may see many tomorrows,
But you will always be safe in my heart be it in
Happiness or in morose.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Innocence Thy Name Is Children!!!


Something twisted his brain cells and made him as uneasy as a fish brought out of water. Everyone wondered and pondered to find out what it was. He with his heavy load in his head and bag marched out of the school gate leaving the guard to nag.
His sole rubbing rubbing the hard surface like an axe roughly cutting the edges of a log. His hand loosely hung as if it was boneless or a shirt hanging in a hanger. His hair ruffled and entangled looking as if the sky wore golden coloured bangles. His watery eyes popped out as a waterfall about to gush out. His socks falling down as he walked like a snail. He was as lonely as a single dried leaf in a dry tree.
His innocent face started turning into a red roast, when he entered a lonely haunted dark, yet a very bright lane. Engrossed in his thoughts he lost his way. He entered the old red bricked mansion, whose shadows fell on him as a huge giant teasing him of his worries. The blaze of the sunlight slapped his face and echoing scary sounds pierced his ears. His bag slipped off his shadows as he loosened as a helpless wandering, yet an inquisitive bird.
The rustling of leaves, chirping of birds and howling of dogs scared the hell out of him. He kept turning from left to right and right to left just to find a thin beam of hope. Crystals started trickling down his cheeks.
He again started greasing his sole and walked like an injured hen. Suddenly he didn’t realise that he had come out of the scary den, but he continued sobbing and walking slowly with searching eyes, drooping shoulders and the same loose socks.
The breeze started singing, flowers started smiling along with the lad who started twinkling and shinning. Slowly ruffling his own disturbed hair, he started to gaze at the out pouring beauty of nature. His eyes brightened when he saw a baby rabbit instigating him to play with him. In a jiffy of a second, he threw his bag and ran after that rabbit. As the little boy tapped his baby feet, the dead leaves turned green, upset roses became blood red and lazy butterflies started flapping around him. The sky bent down on the boy. The trees danced to the tunes of his smiles, the wood pecker, pecked the branch to the moves of the lad. He started to giggle and scream with happiness and joy. He forgot all his worries and the scary scene as another beautiful scene was captured in his memory through the camera of his innocence. The birds became his best friends, butter flies his dance partners and trees held his tender body when he got tired of having fun.
“Innocence thy name is children”

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