Well life and its unpredictability…Interesting and surprising. When we wish to have something so badly it keeps on framing pleas to go away from us. It is so important to know what we actually want. Well who knows that! We complain and criticize something for so long and when we realize that it has changed our lives and we are quite close to it we get scared of losing it and start retreating , when we should actually stalk it and finally make sure that it is ours, just ours…because that’s what matters. When you don’t like something about somebody, you don’t just judge them and fail, it is not a promising foundation for anything. When you are bonded you got to accept the person for all that they are and not only the easy going one, not only the smiling and soothing one, not only the beautiful side of the one. And you are stupid if you turn your back to something that is as important as Love.
You might be the exact opposites, with different likes and dislikes, you may not have anything at all in common, but you have each other and that suffices for everything else. It might be a fairy-tale image in front of you, but please don’t forget that somebody is actually living it and loving it. Someone craves to talk to you when you are busy with papers. Someone secretly loves to watch you smile when you are not looking at her. Someone just loves the way you express the slightest of things. Someone keeps reading and re-reading letters of love and dreams of dwelling there forever. And it is certainly not because there’s nothing else around. Even she has a life of her own, but she keeps you in the forefront, Even she has her priorities, When you never thought of her while prioritizing your life she was in a fix whether you are the pinnacle of her priorities or you are the priority. Even she has a career and aspirations that she treasures as any other career-oriented person, but she thinks of you first while writing down her life…and it is surely not because there’s no one else, it is only because she loves you. Period.
There might not be beautiful tomorrows but there are dreams of many. There may not be all the smiles of love and exclusivity but there are pictures drawn. You might be scared of the “What Ifs” and “Then Whats” but she wants to hold your hand as a reassurance and walk through the trodden and the untrodden. She wants to be the strongest pillar on which you can rely in a heartbeat; she wants to be that confidante on whom you can trust like no one else. She wants to tell you that everything will be fine and our dreams shall come true. Don’t shrug her off, she might just get hurt. She won’t show the deep cut, hide it behind her smiles, but she knows how hurt you are and that hurts her as well. Mr. Fate plays dirty games but yes…that fortifies a new doubtful bland apprehension. You won’t always get everything on a platter, sometimes you need to design it yourself with help, draw it, build it, mould it, paint it and finally set it…Right!
When she says that you are her world, trust her blindly because there’s nothing as serious as that to her. When she says that she can’t live without you, believe her, if she says so, then she just can’t. Yes people come and go and we learn to move on, but that doesn’t mean that we have to kill a beauty because of the fear of the colors turning into reality. But then we need to put in that extra effort to set the puzzle just right and enjoy the view of a long lived dream. Stop it if you can. Give it a chance if you can. Run behind it and chase it if you can…You never know what you’ll gain by holding on to it and what you’ll let slip out of your hands. It might be the most precious thing that God has ever gifted you with.
Yes of course it is time that strengthens a relationship and for that we need to have patience, trust and of course faith in the decider, hold his hands and walk through. But letting go off something beautiful and pure because of a non-existent fear is not done. You might not feel the love now, you might not feel it ever but don’t just avoid the other person’s feeling. But ya! When you realize it actually, it may not be the same situation, the same you, the same she, the same we. So don’t let it go when it is just in front of you, so close and just yours. Grab it and never let go.
You need to gather and keep it together if it is that important and special, and the day you take the decision just tell yourself silently that you were right.
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