My Treasure...

As I opened the window wide,

I remembered the autumn ride,

The walk along the country side,

And tears rolled down, I couldn’t hide.

There was no him, there was no me,

To go down & look through and see.

The hand that once caressed mine,

I could feel it slide & lost the shine.

The eyes that once made me go week in the knees,

I locked the feeling & somehow lost the keys.

The smile that once made me feel so special,

Now makes me feel that I am in a jail.

The hug that once made me feel most secured,

Now I feel that I was misguided & wrongly lured.

The rain again splashed the fragrance,

The pain was deep, too immense.

I am tired of asking what my mistake was,

Why do I have to go through the only loss?

I don’t find a reason for you to walk away,

You took away my smile, my emotions, left me just to sway

You didn’t give me a chance to tell you the untold,

I am not good at expressing; you know that I wasn’t bold.

You know how my heart’s strings play,

But still you didn’t even care to assemble my heart’s clay.

I loved you so deep,

My mistake was that I couldn’t take a leap.

You took away from me the emotion of love forever,

That will not return for me, never, ever.

You left me half way, by promising a lifelong walk together,

Left me so confused &left my vision so blur.

I don’t understand what led you to this,

Don’t you know how much I miss?

I think of you all day, all night,

My dreams & my heart always fight,

I have voices ringing in my head every night.

Every symphony, every string pushes me to a fright.

You will never come to know how crazy I am for you, may be.

Why did you betray me, I loved you baby!

My heart broken can never go back to life,

You splashed cold water on my face & on my heart a knife.

You left me for nothing on the canvas,

I regret of not drawing my heart on the grass.

I lost the brush on the way back home,

And I broke my pencil, life was in a zoom.

I lost love, my friend & peace of mind.

I will not say that it was you, on the hind.

I may see many tomorrows,

But you will always be safe in my heart be it in

Happiness or in morose.